saya datang ni....

its been a long time since i'm not visiting my blog kan.. no visit..no update.. macam kejam tahap langit petala lapan kan.. hahaha.. dulu ko gatal nak buat blog segala tapi sekarang kau tak dapat bagi full commitment..wahhh.. gaya artis dowhhhh..
i'm working on lots of thing.. macam2 sampai aku rasa xda life langsung dah.. gilee budak resource sibuk kot.. rushing here and there.. ke budak U memang sibukk. ehh tak la.. aku tengok budak sistem, budak rekod tak sibuk macam aku je..aku ni ha... monday up to thursday kelas full beb.. mane nak kejar test lagi, projek lagi, assignment lagi, haaaa.. ko rasa ape yang kurang.. complete dah nak jadi budak dekan tu.. hahaha.. sekarang tinggal bape hari je lagi nak final exam.. lepas tu sem break baru aku bleh pikir bende lain..

then i have to struggle in my internal relationship.. it always failed.. i dont even know whats wrong with me.. or whats wrong with the guy i'm with.. aku ke dorang yang salah... but i'm not that desperate la kan.. tak la sampai i have to look for a boyfriend as long as i am single...so-not-me... hahaha.. then ape cer aku punya ex boyfriend so called future boyfriend.. ouhhh.. i'm crapping ke nih... no la.. actually we even declared that day.. but suddenly he said he not ready la for long distance relationship..salah saya ke..? yes i do apply for UITM but never thought that it was in SHAH ALAM kan..tapi masa tu i never thought jugak yang i akan jumpa dia balik, sambung then now break up again.. sometimes i felt so stupid.. but to be honest ilovehim.. very much.. he said maybe one day he will be ready.. when..? maybe after i grad kan.. hahaha.. macam mana kalau dalam tempoh tu one of us or maybe both of us meet someone... if me memang la tak kan kawen sebelum i grad kan.. tapi dia..? perhaps..perhapss.... there is so much possiblity...

yes.. he makes me going crazy.. these fews day.. but now i'm okay.. even dulu every morning he will texted me but now i'm waking up without even a message.. tapi tak kisah la.. or maybe God give us a time.. or maybe HE give me a time to focus on my major commitment kan.. after then baru i boleh think my internal relationship kot... such a positive thinker kan.. hahaha....

ok.. finsh about that.. actually i got major paper final test on TUESDAY but i'm here doing blogging thingy... hahahaha.... so, i have to finish my AACR book now..!!

p/s: hope to visit my second home after the test.. hahah..=)

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